Monday, March 29, 2010

reamake to you raise me up

You bring me up higher then the mountains,
You bring me up wider then the sea,
You bring me up so I can fly high-er the me,

You raise me up so I can see the mountains,
You raise me up so I can see,
You raise me up so I can walk on stormy seas

You raise me up by: Josh Groban

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

this is so true about my one person my life and soul I hope he will always be in my life no matter what. I love you Kris.

Friday, March 26, 2010

my best friend

ok so I have this cousin she is amazing we are always there for each other and i never want that to change but when she leaves I don't know what I am going to do without her here. This has been the one biggest fear I've always feared and it's coming true. I don't want her to leave but she has to. I know I won't be able to do this without her. I need her. I just lost one family member and now another? The worst part is they were both very very close to me. I can't do this without her. I need you here kerri. I can't do this without you cuzz. You're everything to me. I love you kerri but please don't go.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

my best friend

Have you ever had someone you love dearly leave? I have the most amazing cousin, and friend. Today I got the news. The worst news ever. She came up to me and told me that in May she was leaving. Leaving forever. I wouldn't see her again. We have been through more then anyone could ever imagine and now she is just going to up and leave. All because her parents are making her. I never thought I would have had to go through this but I found out today that it happens to all of us when we least expect it. I never thought I would have to tell her goodbye. I never thought that day would come when I had to tell her that I love her and I can't wait to see her again. I'm sorry peanut but I can't watch you leave after everything we have been through. I'm going to cry every minute of everyday and I won't stop until you come back home to me. I love you peanut <3

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

RIP Donald C Corson

You make me smile when all I want to do is frown. You make me laugh when I just want to cry. You make my whole day brighten up when I see you. It's different now though. You make me frown when I start to think about you. You make me cry because you're gone. You bring my whole day down now when I think about you because I cant see you. I know you're in a better place now but I still don't understand why you had to leave at such a difficult time. I miss you and always will. Grampa.

Monday, March 22, 2010


I thought I lost you. That's when I found out how much I really do love you when I thought about losing you. I realized that I just can't deal with that. I need you in my life. I love you. I dream you. and I wish you. You're the first thought in my head in the morning and the last thought at night. I love you like the sky. I love you like the wind. I love you like the earth and the holy sky above. I thought I lost you then I fought and won now I'm the happiest girl in the world again because I'm with you the most amazing guy in the world.

Monday, March 15, 2010

grampa i miss you

i miss you, i need you here, why did you leave me? i know you were very sick, i hope you feel better now, but i miss you, i wish you were still here, with me, with dad, with the whole family especially with grammy, she really needs you ya know. we all do. we miss you more then anything. for almost 16 yrs you were with me everyday then one day you just left and i didn't get to say goodbye. i know you're still here with me because i can feel it. i can feel you here trying to help me through everything but its not the same. i need you here. i miss you. i need you. why did you have to leave me? why did you have to leave us? i wish i could have said goodbye but i didn't get there fast enough after the phone call. i cry every night wishing you were here, wishing i could talk to you again, laugh with you again, i wish you were here to help me with everything thats been going on. i wish you were here but you don't come, i pray for you to come back but you don't answer, i want you to help me but i guess you don't want to help me.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010


i love you,
i feel safe with you,
in your arms i can drift away,
to a place i can't even dream of,
every time we are together i never want it to stop,
you're my night in shining armor,
you're the one person i feel completely safe with,
i love you like the sky,
i love you like the wind,
i love you more then the world,
hun you're my #1,
my life,
my heart,
my soul,
you are me.

Monday, March 8, 2010


i love you like the wind,
i love you like the sky,
i love you like the earth,
you are more important to me then anything and everything in the world,
my heart is yours forever and always,
it will never be anything less then yours,
i can make a few promises to you,
i won't hurt your heart as long as you don't hurt mine,
i will always be yours as long as you will always be mine,
so please don't hurt me,
i will always be there for you,
through the ups and downs of life,
you will never be anything less then mine,
i love you and that will never ever change.

miss you

I miss you,
I need you,
I wish you were here.
We miss you,
We need you,
We wish you were here.
Why did you go?
Why did you leave?
I have one last question for you before we end this,
Why didn't you stay?