Have you ever loved someone so much you just couldn't let them go?
This is how I feel now, So here's the story
I love my cousin very very much but she is moving away,
We have been through A LOT together and I find out she is moving but not from here I found out from her best friend,
I asked her about it and found out that it was true,
but i still don't understand why she didn't tell me herself,
It hurt me a lot to know we went through so much together but she is leaving,
It's her choice but she is leaving all her family and friends,
But what for?
Can anyone explain this to me because I don't understand it?
It hurt me so badly to the point she didn't want to talk to me when I wanted to talk to her,
I feel like I'm getting stabbed in the back because I help her but what do I get in return?
But her running away when I want to talk,
Although I am hurt and upset with her i still do love her because she will always be my family

kris

You say I'm addicted,
I say I'm in love.
I say you're addicted,
You say you're in love.
People say we are addicted to each other,
But we say we are in love with each other.
You say we will get sick of each other,
But you don't even know how we really feel.
We go through life looking at the people that judge us,
And we smile at them.
I Love You Kris ♥

i love you

You make me love like I never thought was possible,
I hope you never leave me,
I can't imagine life without you in it,
You make me laugh when all I want to do is cry,
You turn the frown upside down,
You make me feel like I've never been loved before in my life.
I love you and nothing will ever change that ever <3

kerri

I don't want you to go,
I don't want you to leave,
I won't let you.
You were here,
We went through everything together.
And now you want to just pick up and leave everything behind?
In less then 5 months I won't only loose my cuzz but also my best friend.
We can be completely dumb and look awesome at the same time.
I'm going to miss you my friend, my cuzz, and my everything.

reamake to you raise me up

You bring me up higher then the mountains,
You bring me up wider then the sea,
You bring me up so I can fly high-er the me,


You raise me up so I can see the mountains,
You raise me up so I can see,
You raise me up so I can walk on stormy seas

You raise me up by: Josh Groban

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

this is so true about my one person my life and soul I hope he will always be in my life no matter what. I love you Kris.

my best friend

ok so I have this cousin she is amazing we are always there for each other and i never want that to change but when she leaves I don't know what I am going to do without her here. This has been the one biggest fear I've always feared and it's coming true. I don't want her to leave but she has to. I know I won't be able to do this without her. I need her. I just lost one family member and now another? The worst part is they were both very very close to me. I can't do this without her. I need you here kerri. I can't do this without you cuzz. You're everything to me. I love you kerri but please don't go.