Tuesday, March 22, 2011

the dream

you pick me up when im down,
you make my head spin around,
you drive my heart to no compare,
yet i know you may not always be there,
i dont know what it is,
but something there makes me fizz,
i want to know you wont leave,
but i know all this is just a dream.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Summer


Summer?
Vacation?
What is that?
Court?
Fighting?
No that's not summer,
That's a nightmare,
2 months past 16 in court fighting,
fighting them,
fighting him,
again,
why does he love to hurt me?
why does he get joy from it?
he hurts,
he hates,
WHY DAD YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO LOVE NOT HATE,
NOT GO TO COURT WITH ME BECAUSE OF YOU,
why?
I wish he loved me not hated me,
i loved you why didn't you send that back?

Monday, June 14, 2010

prom



Prom was an awesome night I never thought I would ever go but I found this one guy that loves me and I return the feelings and so we went to prom together and had an awesome time it was set up amazingly and I don't regret a single minute of it. I can't wait to go again because I will never forget that night and the fact that there was only one person that could get me to dress up like that and make me feel like a beautiful princess. He was my night in shining armor and would protect me from the world and all the scary things in it.
♥ I love you Kris forever and always hun ♥

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I'm sorry

We had it good,
then we fought,
are you happy now?
you said we had our own paradise,
well we found out otherwise yesterday,
it was bad,
the bad was my fault and i know it,
but you gave me a second chance,
I'm so very grateful,
I know I probably don't deserve it,
but you still gave it,
and I promise you I will never do it again,
you gave me one thing that I will NEVER take for granted,
your last name.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

together


You can run,
You can hide,
But always can look,
And I will be by your side,
From end,
To end,
From top,
To bottom,
From the great blue sky,
To the depths of the bottom of the great blue ocean,
Look to your side,
And i will always be right there,
By your side,
On your side,
I will fight for you,
For your love,
For us,
For our love,
But only if you are willing to fight,
For me,
For my love,
For us,
Will are and will be,
Us not me and you,
But us,
What's yours is mine,
What's mine is yours,
We aren't two,
We are now one,
We will be together,
Together forever.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Confused


You're not physically here,
No you're in me though,
You're part of me,
Right? That is right isn't it?
I get confused,
About how to be here without you,
About how to live life without you in it,
It's like trying to learn how to do everything all over again,
I miss you and wish you were here with me again,
With us again,
We might not understand why,
We might not be able to explain why you left,
And we might not be able to explain anything about it,
But we do know that we miss you,
That we want you back,
And that we are sad that you left us

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Together Forever


She was scared,
She didn't know what she was going to do,
She asked him what am I supposed to do?
He said go,
He said go away,
He told her we will go together,
We will get out of here,
We will have a life of our own,
We will make it our own,
He told her "WE WILL MAKE IT"
He promised her life forever,
With nothing less,
They would always be together,
FOREVER