Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday to both of my cousins Jakob and Rachel!
Jakob my little man, my buddy, today you turn 2 years old,
it feels like just yesterday i was holding you and you were 2 months old,
you are growing up before our very eyes,
if any question about how fast you are growing,
we can all show you.
Now Rachel, my dear, my baby girl, yesterday you turned 3 years old,
you are doing so great walking even with the feet problems you have,
you are an amazing little miracle girl.
I can tell you both will grow up to do amazing things and be amazing people.
Happy Birthday and I love you. <3

RUN AWAY

I'm here,
But your not near,
I walk in fear,
In fear that you will come near,
I'm afraid you will come,
But I don't know where from,
I'm afraid you will hurt me,
For this is why I flee,
From you,
From the hurt too.

Sweet 16

16 years have come and gone,
16 years are leaving fast,
16 years and all I have is my friends,
16 years of a very hard time,
16 years and I can live,
16 years and living like $h!t,
This isn't right,
This isn't fair,
How can you just look and stare?
This isn't right,
This isn't fair,
How can you just look and stare?
A girl on her sweet 16,
And she isn't free,
She lives like a cloud covers her life,
Her sweet 16 is nothing but work with no play,
She hides behind the fake smile she does so well,
While she will always dwell.

Do You?

Do you love me?
Did you love our family?
Did you care if we suffered?
Did you even want to stay?
Did you purposefully go away?
These are a few of the little questions that go through my head,
As a year creeps up on us very fast,
I don't want to blame you because I know it's not your fault,
But at the same time I feel as though you left us without a fight,
Which I know is a lie,
You fought 8 long hard years,
But your killer was worse then a human,
It was the work of the big bad TOBACCO,
DAMN YOU TOBACCO!!!
YOU KILLED HIM!!!!
You made us loose him.

Haunted

I'm haunted in my dreams,
In them I'm treated as a queen,
But I know it's just a dream because who would treat me anything but a piece of $h!t?
I try to make them happy by doing good and keeping fit,
But all I get is a kick,
They treat me like a piece of a stick.
I'm all alone,
I'm on my own.
All because you left.

hun

Hun I love you,
You make me feel like I've never felt before,
It's amazing how alive I feel when you love me,
We are in love some people say it's not true but we know otherwise,
I love you,
You love me,
We are together and will never part,
"Till death do us part",
We will prove that true,
I love you,
You love me.

7:30pm

7:30 we got the news,
the best news anyone could get,
little baby Romeo was brought into the world,
at a total weight of 9lbs 14oz he is a miracle,
but we love him and we always will,
I am auntie and he is nephew,
I love you Romeo keep healthy and stay wonderful <3