grampa

You make me happy,
You make me fly,
You make me happy to think,
You are still here by my side,
I stay strong,
For you,
For them,
But I only can for so long,
Then i fall.

grampa

I love you,
I hold your memories like a piece of gold in my heart,
I won't let them take it away,
and I won't let them fly away,
I will hold them close,
I won't ever let them soar,
Won't let them escape,
not till we meet again,
not till we are together again,
I love you Grampa. Happy Birthday.

Happy birthday

You aren't here,
But you will always be near,
You will always be in my heart,
You will always be in my dreams,
Grampa you are never gone,
You would be proud,
I hope,
I'm trying,
To keep your memory alive,
But with them trying to ripe it away,
I don't know what to do anymore,
This guy,
Grampa you would tell me to hold on tight to him,
And trust me even though you aren't here to tell me I'm listening,
if you tell me I will listen I have so far,
and i always will. For you. For him. I love you. I miss you. I will see you again.
Someday.

Confused

You're not physically here,
No you're in me though,
You're part of me,
Right? That is right isn't it?
I get confused,
About how to be here without you,
About how to live life without you in it,
It's like trying to learn how to do everything all over again,
I miss you and wish you were here with me again,
With us again,
We might not understand why,
We might not be able to explain why you left,
And we might not be able to explain anything about it,
But we do know that we miss you,
That we want you back,
And that we are sad that you left us

Do You?

Do you love me?
Did you love our family?
Did you care if we suffered?
Did you even want to stay?
Did you purposefully go away?
These are a few of the little questions that go through my head,
As a year creeps up on us very fast,
I don't want to blame you because I know it's not your fault,
But at the same time I feel as though you left us without a fight,
Which I know is a lie,
You fought 8 long hard years,
But your killer was worse then a human,
It was the work of the big bad TOBACCO,
DAMN YOU TOBACCO!!!
YOU KILLED HIM!!!!
You made us loose him.

RIP Donald C Corson

You make me smile when all I want to do is frown. You make me laugh when I just want to cry. You make my whole day brighten up when I see you. It's different now though. You make me frown when I start to think about you. You make me cry because you're gone. You bring my whole day down now when I think about you because I cant see you. I know you're in a better place now but I still don't understand why you had to leave at such a difficult time. I miss you and always will. Grampa.

grampa i miss you

i miss you, i need you here, why did you leave me? i know you were very sick, i hope you feel better now, but i miss you, i wish you were still here, with me, with dad, with the whole family especially with grammy, she really needs you ya know. we all do. we miss you more then anything. for almost 16 yrs you were with me everyday then one day you just left and i didn't get to say goodbye. i know you're still here with me because i can feel it. i can feel you here trying to help me through everything but its not the same. i need you here. i miss you. i need you. why did you have to leave me? why did you have to leave us? i wish i could have said goodbye but i didn't get there fast enough after the phone call. i cry every night wishing you were here, wishing i could talk to you again, laugh with you again, i wish you were here to help me with everything thats been going on. i wish you were here but you don't come, i pray for you to come back but you don't answer, i want you to help me but i guess you don't want to help me.

miss you

I miss you,
I need you,
I wish you were here.
We miss you,
We need you,
We wish you were here.
Why did you go?
Why did you leave?
I have one last question for you before we end this,
Why didn't you stay?