Do You?

Do you love me?
Did you love our family?
Did you care if we suffered?
Did you even want to stay?
Did you purposefully go away?
These are a few of the little questions that go through my head,
As a year creeps up on us very fast,
I don't want to blame you because I know it's not your fault,
But at the same time I feel as though you left us without a fight,
Which I know is a lie,
You fought 8 long hard years,
But your killer was worse then a human,
It was the work of the big bad TOBACCO,
DAMN YOU TOBACCO!!!
YOU KILLED HIM!!!!
You made us loose him.