my wonderful loving cousin

I love you dear,
I wish you were here,
I don't want you to walk away,
I wish for you to stay,
When you leave my heart will no longer beat,
So instead i will walk on these beet feet.

I love you kerri please stay with me cuzz <3

i will miss you

You said you want to go,
You say you want to leave,
You tell me you can't be here anymore.
I said I can't watch you go,
I said I can't watch you leave,
I told you I understand but I can't live without you.
I will miss you,
I will still need you,
I know I can't live without you,
Not now not ever.
I love you and I can't let you, watch you, or live with you leaving me

kerri

I don't want you to go,
I don't want you to leave,
I won't let you.
You were here,
We went through everything together.
And now you want to just pick up and leave everything behind?
In less then 5 months I won't only loose my cuzz but also my best friend.
We can be completely dumb and look awesome at the same time.
I'm going to miss you my friend, my cuzz, and my everything.

my best friend

ok so I have this cousin she is amazing we are always there for each other and i never want that to change but when she leaves I don't know what I am going to do without her here. This has been the one biggest fear I've always feared and it's coming true. I don't want her to leave but she has to. I know I won't be able to do this without her. I need her. I just lost one family member and now another? The worst part is they were both very very close to me. I can't do this without her. I need you here kerri. I can't do this without you cuzz. You're everything to me. I love you kerri but please don't go.

my best friend

Have you ever had someone you love dearly leave? I have the most amazing cousin, and friend. Today I got the news. The worst news ever. She came up to me and told me that in May she was leaving. Leaving forever. I wouldn't see her again. We have been through more then anyone could ever imagine and now she is just going to up and leave. All because her parents are making her. I never thought I would have had to go through this but I found out today that it happens to all of us when we least expect it. I never thought I would have to tell her goodbye. I never thought that day would come when I had to tell her that I love her and I can't wait to see her again. I'm sorry peanut but I can't watch you leave after everything we have been through. I'm going to cry every minute of everyday and I won't stop until you come back home to me. I love you peanut <3